In the 6 weeks since I've been back on track, writing again and having my weekly weigh ins I've lost 6.6 pounds. I don't usually weigh in until Friday, however, I felt so great this morning I figured I'd take the chance and weigh in. Long behold the scale read 170.4 pounds. That is a 1.8 pound loss this week and an overall loss of 124 pounds. Yes, I just teared up a little. I don't think I have been this small since maybe middle school. I feel so tiny, light and healthy.
This week in particular has been tough emotionally. I never thought losing weight was going to be such a challenge mentally. I don't know if it is my body getting smaller, me having a hard time adjusting or just the overall stress of it but I have been all over the place. My emotions are everywhere. One minute I'm happy, the next anxious. I have been going to a lot of doctors still regarding my fainting. I just don't know, I do not have the answer. On top of it, I feel alone. That's why I felt like writing tonight, I needed an outlet.
I have not posted my food journals in quite sometime- I will do that either tomorrow or early next week just to give everyone an idea of what I have been eating. Calorie wise, I've been eating between 1500 and 1600, staying active through out the day and working out for like 2 hours either once or twice a week. As always, I wish I could get to the gym more!!!
Onto the final 15.4 pounds...
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